(Waving, not drowning.)
~
GOD HELP ME
I see the strength in friendship
witness the betrayal of apathy and selflessness,
to live a life for friendship is an ideal
to join with another the human way,
but to sail between these rules
is to be damned - as I have been!
~
THE NATURE OF LOVE
I love you, you know,
but will we ever let it show...
is there an answer to human nature
or do we spend our lives in a dream
that waits or just a dollar or two,
still a dollar saved is a dollar well spent
as for love - it's the wisest dollar of them all..
~
LONG SHADOWS
The shadows grow long again
a refrain from Summer to dawn,
crimson light slides from the window pain
making dark impressions ’pon a wintry lawn,
seasons pass with consummate ease
whispering away the hours
taking time in time, wishing as they please.
In every season there is a reason to live;
Life is endless in its promise,
alas often lacking in its escape,
still the gap can be vaulted by the few;
who learn to ride the waves,
who learn to turn the blows
making what is not into what can be...
Ideas formed from before and after
as beginning with the end
ceasing to feel lost with but a breath of hope -
hearts can be set free
from the burden of hopeless abandon,
to fly with free and high spirits
with hope and glory incarnate...
Days
followed in similar duress
and
advice flowed with likened stress,
so
the crown fell heavy on the brow
of
"He" who was the ship's bow,
the
leader of the pack -
and
simultaneously the supportive back.
The
thrown room became a battleground
of
wisdoms - lost and found,
words
and letters dwelt all around
yet
there was no definition in compound,
thus
the complex differentiations amassed
with
interest, to the King's distress - alas.
The
Fool's disparages echoed through the room
and
it seemed these calls did assume
a
semblance of knowledge - almost genius,
thus
the King examined the Fool's genesis.
Heritage
is a funny thing,
nothing
to a Fool - important to a King,
and
with shrieks of laughter's joy
the
Joker eluded the King's ploy -
to
leave a trail of broken lines
that
lead only to the beginning behind.
With
the passing of the day
the
King faded to grey
forcing
the Fool to relent
from
his joke of torment -
for
a kingdom without a King
was
just as a sibling
a
lost and directionless child
destined
to run wild.
Thus
the Fool spoke to the King
of
learned passages - in hoping
the
tide could be turned from destruction,
but
too late to change the King's Construction
from
his morbid State of disarray,
so
the Joker called the tune for today.
Desperate
moments flew through the realm's corridors
as
it was rumoured prime picking for a war,
but
the Joker's diligence turned the file
of
Knights and foot soldiers - for a while,
till
could be shown that the Kingdoms' might
need
not be tested in a bloody fight.
So
it has come full circle - for
the
King now plays in costumes galore
with
clear sound mind - while the Jester frowns,
"The
joke was indeed the thing -
for
the Joker was now the King!"
~
BEYOND
DEATH'S DOMAIN
If
there were a time -
a
time and a place to be
it
could be here
if
ever here could ever be defined!
A
whisper of a promise
a
hope of life eternal,
the
chance that there could be
a
time and a place eternal.
Yet
to live forever
is
such a foreboding thing,
the
answer to an unasked question
a
question that needs an answer,
an
answer as only God can make.
Still
time’s clock never rests
there
is never time for time
and
as for God -
there
is always time for God...
~
CANDLE
The
tower seemed that of wax
and
was lit just before dusk,
a
striking of a great match
and
placement on wick -
so
the flames conception came.
Hot
wax fed the wicks need
so
the flame of love
cast
romantic dispersions
throughout
the room,
in
a way it was eerie
for
the shadows and light flickered
creating
images for the imagination
to
play with endlessly.
But
just as the mood swings
the
heart takes charge,
thus
blackened thoughts are banished
to
the realms of cynics and disbelievers,
the
sweet air smiled again
a
slight flicker - an innocent waft of smoke
and
dedications purpose is reasserted
to
remain always there after.
I give
it one more glance
while
it grows lower,
and
with a grin I remember -
of
previous times in courtship;
stolen
moments removed from life's torment,
little
phrases spoken in touches passion,
looks
that only dedications eyes can bare,
yes
these were good times
never
can depression overpower me -
for
all I have to do is summon them
with
the call of a candle's devotion.
The
shimmering light caresses my impishness
thus
changing its continence;
softening
it, molding it,
relaxing
the coordinated muscle retraction
that
make up our repertoire of expressions,
and
as the light fades as in the end it must do -
the
warmth that fades in front of me
gathers
in the essence of my being
to
bring to my lips a hopeful refrain -
“Put
a candle out for me - my love!”
~
CHANNELS
Channels
in the mind
forever
look behind -
to
moments of afore
beyond
life’s revolving door.
Shards
fall from yesterday -
shows
of tomorrow’s play,
places
in histories essence
locked
by time’s dominance.
We
are travelers in time -
random
impulses in the mind,
the
dimensions remain fixed,
time
is the mind’s variable - mixed.
Mind
your channels,
look
behind the hidden panels -
seek
the pattern to find
an
answer you have in mind.
~
CHILD
A
shallow pool swam with inspiration
and
I looked at the mirrored image there,
was
that me - after so many years
more
than a single glance was needed.
From
the depths of reality
I
remembered a whispered promise -
"Man,
you shall be more than one"
and
wondered where I was bound.
"We
are born to die" is the creed
and
there is only one need,
there
must be more I hear you say,
I
agree, life is a never-ending mystery.
The
wind caresses the trees
as
a small hand falls into mine
with
but a simple smile I am greeted -
suddenly
nothing else matters.
Such
is the nature of a child
the
child within
the
child without...
~
CIRCUMVENT
A
butterfly is a beautiful thing
fragile
as the finest porcelain,
yet
limber enough to survive the winds
of
life in all their blowings.
So
the mysteries of nature abound,
though
we believe we are the masters
of
this world and universe
still
the creatures around us
elude
our understandings even now.
~
DOOR
INTO SUMMER
From
behind and beyond
a
willow bends to the wind
as
yellow leaves fall silently,
the
yellowed grass transforms
from
vivid hews to mellow green -
then
is shaded to yellow again
with
a shower of leaves.
The
hollows fill with liquid
as
rivers run deep with emotion,
skies
of blue are banished
to
be substituted with grey upon grey,
the
light is subdued to subservience
while
“Inside” is transformed to a world away.
Behind
closed doors and windows
we
huddle in warm refuges -
reading,
watching, playing, loving,
ignoring
the cold onslaught
patiently
waiting for that time
when
we again can find
the
door into summer.
~
DUEL
DUALITIES
Duality
-
oh
the duality of it all,
there
was a time
there
is a time,
there
was hope
there
still is -
we
were young (in body)
and
still are in mind.
Looking
forward I see back
looking
back I see forward,
everything
is everything else
life
is interwoven with complexities
and
yet everything is separate.
Have
you ever stopped to reason
do
you dream of endless parallels -
for
you see I do and I wonder -
I
wonder what is the existence called “Life”
are
we dreaming all this
are
the other characters in our lives
part
of the eternal dream
or
are we part of their’s...
~
EDIFY
OF LENSES
He
was just a man
living
a life normal,
working
through the day
relaxing
after - till sleep.
In
his earlier years
he
lived alone naturally,
there
was never any question
about
his normality in life.
But
as is mans' destiny
eventually
he took a wife,
and
their life together
was
rewarding in all aspects.
In
the early hours
his
bride would wake occasionally
to
find him standing by the bed,
like
a statue - unapproachable.
At
first she doubted herself
for
every morning he would be there
warm,
affectionate, full of life!
Her
nightmare continued
spasmodically
through the seasons
till
one night she awoke,
it
had been a sweltering day
so
they had discarded night attire and duvet,
in
the moonlights glare she saw him
standing
in the same place by the bed
as
if guarding her from harm,
then
she noticed with a stare
that
she could see right through him!
Closing
eyes tight she lay back
and
willed herself to wake,
after
a few moments she tried again -
to
face the same dilemma.
Slowly
as if in disbelief
she
approached her beloved warily
“Yes
- it was true!” she gasped
then
with timid hand reached out,
he
was as cold as stone -
and
transparent like glass.
What
was happening to her?,
“Am
I going mad!... someone help me!”
sinking
back to bed she studied his features,
it
was her husband all right - no doubt,
then
she realised he was not totally transparent
for
there was something in his chest,
and
as she stared it came apparent
it
was his heart, and it was beating!
This
was too much for her -
she
rolled up in the foetal position
and
rocked herself to a troubled sleep.
On
awakening she was cradled in his arms,
they
kissed and he smiled affectionately
“If
I ever lost you my love...” he begun
“I
think I would be shattered...”
She
no longer wakes in the night
to
look for her love - he is there,
love
is in the eyes of the beholder,
and
she has seen the glass focused
on
the true heart of her love - beating!
~
EMOTION
From
space to space
from
eye to eye
our
emotions float
like
clouds cross the sky.
We
look to ourselves
then
to those around
and
wonder at the nature
in
which we are bound.
So
the days are numbered
from
beginning to end
where
we look to ourselves
yet
in all to find a friend.
~
IT
ONLY TAKES
It
only takes a single ray
to
fill the room with colour
it
only takes a single hope
to
fill the heart with courage
it
only takes a single dream
to
fill day with direction
it
only takes a single goal
to
fill mortality with purpose
&
it
only takes a single love
to
fill your heart with everything.
~
SHATTER
THE BONDS
There
is subterfuge in the air
from
those who do fear
that
their lives will show
how
hollow they do flow.
Yet
we all continue on
somehow
gathering strength from song
which
lures us forever forward
while
the past yearns - so morbid.
We
now are the ones - of test
look
to yourself - forget the rest,
life
is too short to squander
thus
become “One” - do not ponder!
When
next you see “Love” - in chance
seize
it with both hands - romance,
this
is indeed a beautiful thing
likened to new flowers in spring.
And as the association matures
you
will find time no longer lures
with
quite the same daunting -
now
there is an alternative pointing.
Together
you shall indeed be one
and
from this point on your fun
will
continue - on and on, to glow
with
love - leading to the final blow
that
shall shatter the bonds - of doubt
which
bind us all - from the start.
~
STRENGTH
Only
the strong survive -
a
fist but a physical coward
a
harsh word a weak thought betrayed
a
sneer less than a word’s worth -
hate
the first step in emotional suicide.
Look
passed the animal feelings,
see
a little of man’s potential and promise
live
from a common perspective
rather
than one animal against the rest
and
maybe just maybe we will be...
Only
the strong will survive
but
who is to say the nature of strength.
~
SUBCONSCIOUS
1.
a long road is an illusion
2.
in every road there is reality
3.
trees are indominal
4.
unbending trees break
5.
“life” - is to avoid pain
6.
there is no gain without pain
7.
each moment is unique
8.
to time each moment is like the rest
9.
freedom is obtainable to everyone
10
freedom is a slave to independence
The
grass grew slowly -
the
sealed roads ran barren,
no
soul appeared to banish the weeds
for
mankind had expired
in
a horrible moment of error.
Cities
cried with gaping windows
broken
to remain unrepaired,
the
national grid still fed the network
but
only the automatic systems
were
left to feed upon its strength.
No
sound issued to the wind
except
an infrequent reflex function
by
some aimless electrical device.
Then I awoke to find this mayhem,
where
was - and who was...I?
Rising
from where I lay
a
search was made to find someone - anyone!
So
with horn blaring
I
drove and drove and drove -
till
my system could stand no more,
I
stopped and cried!
All
those annoying, frustrating people
how
I hated their constant -
bickering
and fighting,
how
I wished for their return!
Sitting
in the middle of the square
I
felt as if I had the world to myself -
a
feeling like no other,
had
I missed the end somehow,
skipped
with devilish malice
sentenced
to wander the streets
till
insanity tipped the scales.
Then
I awoke to find mayhem,
people
at each other in endless battle
and
I reveled in the sound...!
11 solitude builds character
12
no one can live totally alone
13
some think material things are to be strived for
14
objects give no pleasure if unshared
15
incessant conversation can bring insanity
16
no conversation can bring insanity
17
all thoughts have freudian connotations
18
needless thought invents freudian analogies
19
dreams show subconscious aspirations
20
waking moments strive to fulfill the subconscious...
~
TIME
BEYOND THE RAINBOW
How
will it be my love
when
there is time -
time
beyond the rainbow
shall
there be stars to shine
or
will my tears fall down.
And
when we find an answer
can
there ever be time -
time
beyond the rainbow?
Does
hair get in your eyes,
do
the rains cloud your smile,
do
your arms lack the courage -
or
a heart shrink from touching!
Or
will you find
there
can be a time -
time
beyond the rainbow.
Years
shimmer with ease
while
definition loses perspective,
a
daydream becomes reality
as
reality becomes a daydream.
Yet
I think you will find
there
can be a time -
time
beyond the rainbow.
Time beyond the rainbow.
This
is where we all
live
to find the call,
’tis
where we want to be
a
special place in infinity.
Step
outside the bonds
escape
the marks of time
play
fate for a fool
outshine
a dull existence
and
while the clouds depart
watch
the sky's suggestion
a
flicker of light
a
refraction of hope’s spectrum.
Beyond
this show will lie
the
reality of your dreams,
and
as you step by them
an
answer will be found -
found
to be lost,
till
the next of courage
finds
time, time beyond the rainbow!
~
YOU
AND ME
Salt
and sea
together
mixed with evolution
water
and tea
together
mixed with perfection
pod
and pea
together
mixed with connection
family
and tree
together
mixed with direction
ontology
and reality
together
mixed with decision
cloth
and accoutre
together
mixed with fashion
lock
and key
together
mixed with imprison
love
and thee
together
mixed with compassion
me
and she
together
mixed with emotion
you
and me
together
mixed with affection
life
and we
together
mixed with oblivion.
~
WE
ARE TIME BOUND
There
were two hearts
there
were two lions,
and
in each sphere
a
roar of pure delight
did
reach out to encompass
all
those who could sense
a
relevance in such a calling.
And
as the sound echoes
down
the long corridors of time,
a
passage in life is made
by
us - one and all.
Fleeting
glimpses of hinted possibilities
float
before our eyes -
and
our destiny is determined
by
how we grasp these visions,
leading
to their becoming reality
with
a silent cry...
“Oh
how I wish!”
So
the moments go
with
ever persistent flow,
but
worry not in this
for
dream’s reality will kiss
you
in your travels if
your
heart cries as a lion
for
all to see and hear,
Look!!!
See!!!
even
now time’s shroud
is
starting to tear....
~
Z - END
It is you know,
you know it wouldn't show -
if we really didn't know
the show - to end the show...
K.J.J.
.
(P.S
The world needs to have a direction
we
need to find in ourselves each other
if
we don't find that wisdom
then
we are just as we are...)
BYEE!